... in the morning when we did the trance dance at a certain point I had snakes approaching my legs I never felt fear or dread I continued to dance in their sweet company, one of them came up from my right leg and entered my vagina I felt a strong penetration I felt pleasure, a few moments later I felt a heat that was released from inside I was the snake, I felt I was moving like a snake and I felt the same power that a snake feels, knowing inside me that if I felt so much heat I could call upon the spirits of the wind when I called them they came they lifted me from the heat and I felt real air or wind on my body.. Vivid experience strong exciting and powerful... I thought that to reach certain states you had to use substances or medicines like ayahasca, medicine that I have tried but which for me was far better, real and vivid, than this experience! I thought I'd surpassed myself after becoming a snake, but the hunt for the Soul made me change my mind... I should point out that I was near the speaker where a deafening drum sound was coming out, but nothing happens by chance, so this amplified all my senses...
The vibration of the sound came from my left side and made every cell of me vibrate, right down to my spinal cord, so much so that in reality my body vibrated unconditionally. I began to visualize the room where I thought I had lost my soul. It was the kitchen room of my parents' house where, at the age of 13, I was beaten up by my father because he saw me kissing a boy.
I was there in that room with my mother helpless, I was very angry but nothing I could look for because my soul was not there, a native of medium height, very very curly gray hair, dark skin but not black, eyes as deep as the sea of dark brown color with a curly beard with white strands, slightly flared nostrils, lean physique with a very powerful energy with thin hands but thick fingertips like those of someone who has worked the land.. He came from my awake side, took me and took me to a forest where there was a hut with women who cured with broad-leaved plants, I was that woman who cured, he showed me that place familiar to me, he took me to an area where there were giant trees with enormous trunks, my Soul was there among those trees, guarded inside the centuries-old trunk, we returned to reality, I was lying down with the sound of the drums on my left and with the native on my right, he made my soul enter me from my right side, I really felt his hands brushing my arm! I asked for help, I asked for healing on my physical body and on all my bodies, he didn't speak but I understood him, even if he didn't make any sound from his mouth, I knew what he was telling me... He stood in front of me, before starting you had made a drawing on the blackboard to explain the void that forms inside when the Soul is lost, so I visualized that same void with the native who filled it with a fluid with a funnel or something like that, making it come down from my chest, from my mouth, from my nose and from my breath! Telepathically he told me that I have to do the rest... You came and put your hands on my chest, I felt my heart pounding wildly against my chest and a strong feeling of nausea, the scream was liberating... Even though my limbs felt very heavy, I thought I had hair near my mouth, I kept moving them but in truth there was nothing because the hair was tied but I remembered that in the forest I had become an elephant, an eagle, a cheetah and a tiger, the native said I could do EVERYTHING... I returned to the real plane but in truth until yesterday I was still in a different state, confused, sensitive, vulnerable to the point that my period arrived 2 weeks early... My whole body was in an altered state, to the point that that same night I felt that there were presences in my bedroom, I felt scared but the native arrived again giving me strength, powers, stability, centering and great moments of lucidity! Woooow what can I say!!! Now I'm speechless... Grateful for this opportunity you've given me... I look forward to hearing from you to learn more! In the meantime, I send you a heartfelt hug...

...I feel my body much more and I'm able to see what's happening to me from the outside, from a new perspective. I'm more centered and more able to not get swept away by negative external events. Now, when I find myself in front of breathtaking landscapes, I spontaneously give thanks for all that beauty and wonder. In that moment, I feel at one with nature and its energy, and it's a wonderful feeling.

...There have been so many moments when I've felt incredibly empowered since I had that "vision"... I truly felt capable of doing and being anything, of truly making significant changes, and of facing things like I've never done before. Other moments, however, were much more fragile and unstable. It was truly beautiful to realize that often during One, all I needed to do was look into your eyes, Apurva, to truly reconnect with the here and now. I truly appreciated all the support and the wonderful group bond that developed with the One participants, who were truly present in every way and shape. Sharing this experience with someone was of fundamental importance. Upon returning from One, there were definitely some positive aspects that I immediately noticed, namely, the fact that I'm able to be much less "paranoid" about the future and be more present and grounded and better focused on work. I generally feel more determined and a little more confident in being able to make positive changes for myself from here on out. In general, I am also able to have more points of view, especially regarding my interpersonal relationships, and to be a little more detached from some negative situations and therefore deal with them better.